Firstly my thanks to Canongate Books and NetGalley for an advance copy of this book. Publication date 20th August 2020.
Nora Seed is at the lowest point in her life. Her parents are dead, her brother no longer speaks to her, her best friend has moved to Australia and she has just lost her job. She sits in her dingy flat and decides she has no reason to carry on living. She takes an overdose.
She ‘wakes up’ in a library. The librarian is her old school library teacher, Mrs Elm, who was always very kind to her. Mrs Elm explains this is the midnight library which exists between life and death; where every possible alternative life can be tried out to see if there is one Nora wishes to carry on living. Nora is handed her ‘book of regrets’ where she can read everything she has regretted in life. Perhaps she can choose a life where she can alter that decision she now regrets.
We are taken along with Nora to experience many of her alternate lives.
Will she find one she is happy with and decide to carry on living before time starts to move on and the library disappears forever?
Anyone who has read or knows of Matt Haig will know of his struggles with anxiety and depression. He makes no secret of the fact he almost took his own life. This is a man who knows life can get better and it is never too late to change your future.
There are many paths we can take in life and we must not focus on the grass being greener. We need to make the most of and enjoy the life we are living.
I’m going to give this book my 5 star rating. I have to admit that I almost gave up on it until around 10% in as the beginning is really very depressing. But please bear with it. Don’t stop reading. Finish it and it will be a book which stays with you for a very long time. I know the moral of the story will certainly stay with me and I will be recommending this book.
PS have tissues to hand if you tend to be emotional! I went through a few.